Two persons standing on a crossroads. Staring at each other. No sign of letting go. Hold their breath. Inhaling. Exhaling. It's raining hard. The wind blows like katrina storm. They are counting from one to infinity, waiting for the right time to make a move.
"how long will you stand there?"
"what about you?"
"it's none of your business"
"so the same goes for me"
"shit, you're truly annoying"
"cut the talk, what do you want?"
"....."
"spit it out, motherfucker"
"what? you call me motherfucker asshole?"
"so what are you if you aren't?"
"shit, yo always know how to raise the atmosphere"
"so, how long it has been since that day?"
"10 years, 4 months, 26 days, 6 hours, 45 minutes"
"whoa you have one hell of a memory there"
"sure i have"
"enough. Tell me what do you want. i don't have much time"
"I think i'll take the challenge"
"Are yo sure about that?"
"Yes. Very nice and clear"
"Do you realize the risks?"
"I understand that clearly. i have no intention to quit it"
"That's your problem. All by yourself"
"What?"
"You always took decisions by yourself. You never care for the others' feelings"
"I have nobody"
"Yes you have"
"That wouldn't change my decision"
"If that's what you wished for, then so be it"
One man walks away, leaving the other completely alone on that dark, cold crossroads. emotions stirred into an unimaginary level. Confused by the sudden change of his friend's mind. Soon, He'll lose a friend. Closest friend.
Kamis, 20 November 2008
Jumat, 07 November 2008
Heavenly conflict 2
And so the boy leaves the girl for his dream. the one and only dream that sounds logical among other surreal condition around the world. Freedom. it's very easy to say but sure it's almost impossible to have in this country. he sacrificed everything. Life, Love, Everything. his girl didn't want to release him. even when he promised to come back safe and sound after he get his dream.
"don't go away, i beg you. please stay here with me"
"not a chance, dear. i can't give up that easy"
"so you're ready lo lost me?"
"even god can't hold me back"
"you said my presence is more than god"
"i never said you're more than my dream"
"How could you...?!"
"that's the end. i'll never ask you to come back. don't accept it even if i'm begging for it"
[Beep....Beep....Beep....]
Blinded by his urge. he walk beyond the iron curtain. fly around the world. seeking every pocket of the continents. learning from the masters. sharing ideologies. his feelings toward his girl pushed and sharpen him into shape. he still cannot find his dream. even when he become a leader of a country. he thought that he'd find his dream with creating one neation earth. one nation under him. he needs more men, followers, minds, and adrenaline. only one thing he's lacking. love. though his love has become rotten and dull, Holed and shattered.
"night seems to be dead, this fullness feels so empty"
"dream never be reached, it's close yet very far"
his country now is as big as babylon. great empire stretches from europe to china across the ocean ended on america's east coast. the greatest yet to be seen on humanity's history. the finish line is the iron curtain. sure it brings back all the bittersweet memories. he prepares for the final step.
"this is it"
"this is where it all begins, and in this place it will end"
so the end is approaching both him and her. both with their own weapon, both with their own reasons. it's about the time the curtain will fall.
"don't go away, i beg you. please stay here with me"
"not a chance, dear. i can't give up that easy"
"so you're ready lo lost me?"
"even god can't hold me back"
"you said my presence is more than god"
"i never said you're more than my dream"
"How could you...?!"
"that's the end. i'll never ask you to come back. don't accept it even if i'm begging for it"
[Beep....Beep....Beep....]
Blinded by his urge. he walk beyond the iron curtain. fly around the world. seeking every pocket of the continents. learning from the masters. sharing ideologies. his feelings toward his girl pushed and sharpen him into shape. he still cannot find his dream. even when he become a leader of a country. he thought that he'd find his dream with creating one neation earth. one nation under him. he needs more men, followers, minds, and adrenaline. only one thing he's lacking. love. though his love has become rotten and dull, Holed and shattered.
"night seems to be dead, this fullness feels so empty"
"dream never be reached, it's close yet very far"
his country now is as big as babylon. great empire stretches from europe to china across the ocean ended on america's east coast. the greatest yet to be seen on humanity's history. the finish line is the iron curtain. sure it brings back all the bittersweet memories. he prepares for the final step.
"this is it"
"this is where it all begins, and in this place it will end"
so the end is approaching both him and her. both with their own weapon, both with their own reasons. it's about the time the curtain will fall.
Rabu, 05 November 2008
Heavenly Conflict
dark, damp wheater. eerie wind seeps through my clothes. it's been a while since your departure. 5 minutes sure feels like forever. cigarettes won't make any difference, dear. and it really didn't make difference. just laid low here under the oak tree that once we've treasured. the past seems so sweet when we still have all the things we need. running directless, shouting like hell, laughing like there's no tomorrow.
time went by so fast. we're not gonna make it if we didn't keep track of it. memories with you strumming in my mind, shaking my consciousness. your departure is unbearable. i think my heart was gonna be exploded but i have a fuckin mighty heart. i'll give up that easy.
"All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go"
"I'm sitting here outside your door"
"I hate to wake you up and say goodbye"
Yes, I hate to wake you up, my dear. your presence means life to me. my departure is going to rip all the times we've spent. the good ones, bad ones, average ones, it'll all vanish into the dark and cold siberian sky.
But i need to find it, my love. my goal isn't here. far beyond this iron curtain lies our dream. sitting motionlessly. waiting for us to capture it. yes i know exactly what you feel, but you're the one who told me to chase my own dream right? i think i couldn't give you any better reasons for my departure this time. I'll make it fast, dear. and i'll make it last.
"It's not a cry that you hear at night"
"It's not somebody who've seen the light"
"It's a cold and it's a broken vow"
And so, my dear. iron curtain can't hold they down. their enemy is their own will. now, let the missiles curtain fall once again onto the fruit of humanity.
As always. You always reap what you sow.
time went by so fast. we're not gonna make it if we didn't keep track of it. memories with you strumming in my mind, shaking my consciousness. your departure is unbearable. i think my heart was gonna be exploded but i have a fuckin mighty heart. i'll give up that easy.
"All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go"
"I'm sitting here outside your door"
"I hate to wake you up and say goodbye"
Yes, I hate to wake you up, my dear. your presence means life to me. my departure is going to rip all the times we've spent. the good ones, bad ones, average ones, it'll all vanish into the dark and cold siberian sky.
But i need to find it, my love. my goal isn't here. far beyond this iron curtain lies our dream. sitting motionlessly. waiting for us to capture it. yes i know exactly what you feel, but you're the one who told me to chase my own dream right? i think i couldn't give you any better reasons for my departure this time. I'll make it fast, dear. and i'll make it last.
"It's not a cry that you hear at night"
"It's not somebody who've seen the light"
"It's a cold and it's a broken vow"
And so, my dear. iron curtain can't hold they down. their enemy is their own will. now, let the missiles curtain fall once again onto the fruit of humanity.
As always. You always reap what you sow.
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